Put me away, end my misery

Fuck it, just fuck everything.

Nothing lasts, that’s what I’ve learned growing up

I am just tired

Don’t undermine me. Don’t underestimate me.

Do whatever it is you want. That’s all you ever wanted to do anyway.

You’re definitely not going to come running back cause I always have been.

My anxiety gets worse and worse.
And it’s me that’s causing the problem.

Being constantly ignored is never a good thing.

Only gets me more used to being alone and push myself from everyone and everything

Why am I the one who’s supposed to know everything? I don’t. I don’t know what I do wrong, and if I do, tell me. Communication is key but you never tell me a thing about what is bothering you.

But I’m going to take all the heat for it anyways right? Because that’s what I always do, just take it all. Because I’m supposed to know everything like I’m some kind of mind reader.

Newsflash, I’m not.

So ignoring me for however long someone can, must be a game I’m apparently not told about.

Because it seems everyone likes to play this game every time with me. Which is cool I guess.

You know what to do to break me.

I love you enough to trust you to not do it.

Been five long years since we’ve spoke. It’s been a month since we picked back up where we left off, and nothing has changed one bit. Even every bit of love I have for you is still the same til this day. You have something that I can’t find in anyone else, and I love it.

Five long years, and I still remember almost every single small detail about you.